eventually i would like to publish one of my art journals and i am in the process of working on one now. the hard part is deciding on what pages to use and figuring out how personal i want the pages to be. how much do i want others to know? sometimes it's not the idea of perfect strangers reading about my feelings and thoughts that i find scary- it's the idea that those who know and love me will find out about the deeper side of me and am i afraid to give that part away. what if they don't like what they see?